This week I have the privilege of introducing you to a very special friend. Her name is Audrey Lupisella, and she is the author of the book called “Impartial, A Journey Through the Acts of the Apostles” The book is about the first ten chapters of the book of Acts. However, Audrey’s story is an incredible journey I’m sure many of you will appreciate. Audrey was kind enough to spend some time sharing with me about where she has been and how God has led her to this very moment.
Audrey’s story isn’t typical. Many times we assume believers who write books have lived a life filled with joy, peace, and true contentment. However, this wasn’t the case for Audrey. Although she was raised in a Christian home with an incredible family and was at church every time the doors were open, she hated it. She had been on choir tours, involved in mission trips, even witnessed miracles of God at work in the lives of many, but resented every moment of being in church. She hated it because she did not subscribe to her lifestyle.
Audrey had a bad experience in middle school where she shut down and closed everyone else out. She became a rebellious teenager, and if you weren’t her boyfriend or best friend, she didn’t want anything to do with you. At sixteen Audrey found herself pregnant, having the responsibility of becoming a mom while still just a teenager, but even that added responsibility didn’t change her rebellious spirit.
Audrey admits she made many poor decisions which cost her deep emotional pain. One of those choices was a man she became engaged to and planning to marry. Before the wedding, she found out the man was already married and had a daughter. She was devastated, and in her own words she had to admit, “I wasn’t as smart as I thought I was.”
This became the pivotal turning point for Audrey. She never saw the man again and never found the closure she desired in that situation. Her choices made her question everything, including trying to figure out who she had become. This was when she heard God calling her back into relationship with Him. Audrey kept hearing the words, “My bones are in agony, how long do I have to wait?” She Googled and found the scripture came from Psalm 6 where David was being hunted, and it spoke to her in a powerful way. She found her Bible, dusted it off and started reading, and she couldn’t get enough. The book of Psalms became the healing balm for her wounded soul. Time and time again she would hear God say, “I love you, and I’m waiting for you.” These tender words began her love affair with her Bible and with Christ.
However, it took a long time to move past her shame, guilt, and doubt because the enemy kept replaying the tapes from the past in her memory. She found herself in church for the wrong reasons. She was trying to work off her sin and debt to God and went through six years of serving God as an attempt to get beyond her shame. One day, God spoke to her heart and told her He wasn’t placing this burden on her, but it was her own inability to believe she was forgiven, clean, and pure causing her so much turmoil.
As Audrey shared about her life, it was clear the title of her book, “Impartial” came not only from her study in the first ten chapters of Acts but of her personal experience in life with an impartial God. It was at that point God called her to seminary, and she listened in obedience and attended Asbury Theological Seminary. During this time she also met her husband and had more children, and moved to Maryland putting seminary on the back burner. She always knew she would go back, but didn’t know when or how.
God always has a way of finishing what He starts in our hearts if we are willing to listen and be obedient. Audrey ended up finishing her seminary studies at Regent University. The book “Impartial” came as a result of doing her thesis in Ruth or Acts. Thus, “Impartial” was born.
Audrey’s book is full of scriptures, knowledge, truth and filled with nuggets of wisdom which keep you going back to the word of God for more. The homework not only helps you in learning about our “Impartial” God but takes you to the next step of making the knowledge applicable in your life. Her encouragement as you go through the study is like having the apostles right beside you cheering you on!
Many times we say God works in mysterious ways, but whether it is through the brokenness of those we learn about in scripture or through our own personal experiences “Impartial” will lead you to a deeper understanding of your faith and the love of God through His word. “Impartial” reminds us that none of us escape from our trials and tribulations, but it is through the Holy Spirit we can trust God’s promises from the Old Testament to the New Testament.
I am thankful for Audrey’s raw and authentic testimony which has encouraged me in my walk with Christ. Even when we say we don't want anything to do with God, He always wants something to do with us. Share on XEven when we say we don’t want anything to do with God, He always wants something to do with us. One of my favorite lines in the book appears on pg.155 where Audrey writes, “We have no idea what other’s lives have been like. We don’t know the circumstances or understand the experiences that led to who they are today. Who are we to withhold mercy and grace?
What a beautiful reminder for each of us to remember. Audrey has shared with us her personal life circumstances and experiences to show us the love, mercy, and grace of an impartial God who can use the worst of times to bring out the best in us.
If you would like to contact Audrey she would love to hear from you!
FB author page: https://m.facebook.com/impartialcm/
Website: audreylupisella.com
Blogsite: www.herunstome.com
Twitter: @audreylupisella
I’m delighted to share that Audrey has been gracious in giving me two copies of her book, “Impartial” to give- a-way to my readers. If you would like an opportunity to win one of these amazing study books enter here:
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Special thanks to Audrey for being “Jesus Glitter”, allowing God to shine through her life and for Being the Sparkle we all need to see.
Judy says
Audrey… as my best friend leading up to some of the most devistating times in our lives ( or so we thought at the time) this is such an inspiration to me. Thank you for not only being my one and only ( at one point ) best friend but obviously someone who can still touch and challenge me to this day… no matter the distance, physical or mental, you are and will always be my best friend and biggest inspiration. You mean more to me than you will ever know. I love you girl!! Judy
Sheila Qualls says
Incredible story! God uses our worst to show us His best. Testimonies like this really help people realize no matter what we’ve done or how bad we think we’ve become, God is always waiting for us. I hope the book does well. It’s a encouraging story, no matter how you walk has been with Christ.
Sheila Rhodes says
Hi, Sheila! I always say God doesn’t waste a thing! Each of us have our own story for His glory! Blessings to you!
Lo Tanner | lotanner.com says
What an awesome resource to share with people! I can’t wait to read it! I know some of the ladies and my Tribe would be so blessed by this book!
Florence Ukpabi says
I love this quote,
“Even when we say we don’t want anything to do with God, He always wants something to do with us.”
So encouraging!
Sheila Rhodes says
Hi, Florence!
I’m glad you were encouraged and liked the quote. I love it that even in the middle of our mess, God will bless!
Maria Hass says
I’m thankful for her testimony, it’s a good reminder of how we can never get too far from God, because He’s always drawing close to us.
Sheila Rhodes says
Hi, Maria!
Isn’t that the truth? I’m thankful for her testimony too! She truly is beautiful inside and out! I love how God trades our ashes for beauty!
Amy Hagerup says
What a story! Thanks for introducing Audrey to us. She is a beautiful jewel for Jesus.
Bernice says
It’s amazing how He never gives up on us, and uses our story for good! Excellence!
Sheila Rhodes says
Hi, Bernice! You are right! God never wastes anything! God is truly an “Impartial” God!
Amanda | Maple Alps says
This looks interesting. I’ve never heard of this book!
Sheila Rhodes says
Hi. Amanda! It is a great study and life changing!
Andrea says
God never wants to leave us alone – even if we sometimes want to leave Him alone
Sheila Rhodes says
Hi, Andrea! You are right about that! He will leave the 99 to come and get us too!
Terri says
This sounds like an amazing giveaway, that I would love to win. Acts is my fav book
Sheila Rhodes says
Hi, Terri!
I hope you enter to win! I love Acts too!