As in seasons past, I found myself in the middle of my closet straightening, rearranging and organizing what is good, what doesn’t fit and what I simply don’t wear anymore. I am being honest when I say I have way too many clothes, but part of the problem was all the various sizes I have been over the years. When going through my closet, I have always kept this array of different sizes “Just in Case”.
“Just in Case” had left me with ten sizes of various pieces of clothing which can clog up any closet. I not only had clothes hanging, but I also had clothes in bins, clothes in other closets and even clothes on Hubs’ side of the closet. As I sat in my closet feeling totally frustrated by my surroundings and feeling like everything was closing in on me, a still small voice whispered, “What does, ‘Just in Case’ mean?”
I thought about it for a few minutes and tears welled up in my eyes as I could only think of one answer. I kept those clothes, “Just in Case,” I gained my weight back. I was giving myself permission to fail. Once, I admitted my weakness, my mind began to race asking myself these questions? Why would I do that? Why would I want to set myself up to fail? I knew God had been doing an incredible work in my heart and soul about becoming healthy physically, spiritually and emotionally. The questions became more personal as I heard a still small voice say, “Sheila why does your faith lack in this area?” My answer was simple. I have tried and failed many times. I’m tired of disappointing God, my family, my friends and myself! I thought I had given over every aspect of my life, but somehow I had kept this part of my life in a closet tucked away. Now it needed to be cleaned out for good!
I admit I was tired of facing this closet. I’m tired of how frustrated it made me feel and I am tired of looking at the clothes of who I used to be instead of being assured in who I was created to be. It was time for a mind make-over. If I expect others to see the work God is doing in me, then I have to see God in me too! I didn’t need to keep these clothes any longer. I was choosing to keep these clothes because I lacked faith. They represented not allowing God full reign over this part of my life. OUCH! I don’t need to keep those clothes any more than I need to keep an old toothbrush “Just in Case”. They are both toxic.
I can relate to Paul when he writes in Romans 7:15-17 (NLT)
I don’t really understand myself, for I want to do what is right, but I don’t do it. Instead, I do what I hate. But if I know that what I am doing is wrong, this shows that I agree that the law is good. So I am not the one doing wrong; it is sin living in me that does it.
There are so many areas of my life I have given over to Him, and yet, this one area seemed to keep tripping me up! I was allowing myself to get tangled up in the enemy’s web of deceit. It was time once and for all to purge this mentality from my soul and clean my closet. As I began to tear things off the hanger, the enemy kept whispering, “You are going to regret this. What happens when you gain your weight again?” “You should quit and grab something to eat!” I yelled back, “What happens to you when the Lord comes back for me?” There were no words, just complete silence. I let out a sigh of relief and the tears began to flow. When it was all over, I had four garbage bags full of clothes and a heart of peace. These clothes represented the lies of the enemy that had been weighing me down. For the first time in a long time I felt free. I looked in my closet knowing it no longer would hold power over me.
Maybe, you don’t face a clothes closet as your nemesis as I did, but living in a sinful world there are constantly things trying to bring us down to make us stumble and fall. As believers, we can live in the forgiveness and grace of God. It doesn’t mean we do everything perfectly, but we strive to grow in our faith and discern the voices that are speaking into our lives, good or bad. The enemy’s lies are not my reality and they are not yours. None of us have to live in the mentality of “Just in Case”. You don’t have to keep anything that no longer fits who God made you to be. Get rid of it and the power it has over you. Walk in the freedom and newness of your life with Christ.
Today, I am stronger physically, emotionally and spiritually than I was a year ago. It doesn’t mean I have arrived or that I still don’t struggle. However, what it does mean is God is continuing His work in my life as He continues to mold and shape me into the woman He has always intended for me to be. “Just in Case”, you didn’t know or forgot, He wants to do the same for you!
When we choose to hang on to the old, there is no room for God to give us anything new Share on X
2 Corinthians 5:17-19 (NLT)
This means that anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person. The old life is gone; a new life has begun! And all of this is a gift from God, who brought us back to himself through Christ. And God has given us this task of reconciling people to him.
Cammy says
Question is…what did you do with the four bags of clothes??? LOL
Sheila Rhodes says
I sent them to ThredUp! It is a very cool company. It is like a consignment store that comes to your house 🙂
Dia All The Things I Do says
Beautiful post. Speaking of actual closets… I have been guilty of the “Just in case” just in case I go to a camo inspired party or event… lol Not a good way to live your life.
Sheila Rhodes says
Thank You for your encouragement! I agree it is not a good way to live life.
Lori says
Sheila, I loved this post! I even shed a fear tears while reading it because I don’t want Satan to cause me to keep the “just in case” things in my life. I want the Lord’s best for my life. Thank you for sharing with Thankful Thursdays. I hope to see you again next week.
Sheila Rhodes says
Lori~ Thank You so much for your encouragement and for the link-up! I totally understand about the tears. I am thankful for the work God continues to do in me and how that can be a blessing for others. I’m looking forward to reading the other links 🙂 Blessings to you!
Kim says
Thank you!
Alix Maza says
Great post! I really need to clean out my closet.
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Sheila Rhodes says
Alix~ Let God do His work and it will be a great success 🙂
Amy says
This is a good analogy. Sometimes my old ways can just feel too comfortable. I need to turn away from them and replace them with His best for me.
Andi says
I think we’re always looking to “clean up things” that we would know are NOT pleasing to God
Sheila Rhodes says
Andi~ You are right because as Christ followers we have the conviction of the Holy Spirit to steer us towards obedience.
Sarah Jean Althouse says
I love this parallel between cleaning out your closet and not hanging on to toxic things. I’ve recently began decluttering my apartment and it makes me realize that my joy is not found in physical items…because when I get rid of them I can be just as happy and free of materialism.
Sheila Rhodes says
Sarah Jean~ The older I have become the more I realize true happiness is never found in material things. They can make you temporarily happy until they break or something new comes along, but only the peace of God truly gives us happiness. Thanks for your comment! Have fun decluttering!
Heather says
I’m on a mission to declutter my home. The filing cabinet was first, but my closet is on my list. So I totally get where you are coming from with this post! Such a great way to look at our spiritual lives.
Sheila Rhodes says
Hi Heather~ I have found there is always a lesson God needs to teach me in what can seem like simple things, but they become so profound to my spiritual well-being! Blessings to you!
Marian says
Love this Sheila!!!!
Sheila Rhodes says
Hi Marian! Thanks for always encouraging me!